200th post and I’m completely lost

too much is going on in my head right now.

i’m so homesick.

i’ve never been homesick like this before. maybe because my best friends are so far away, and I don’t feel like anyone is in my reach anymore. my dad just left for a month-long trip and it’s weird because we’ve never had to make a long-distance call to each other before…

I just want everyone I love to be in one place, with me.

i’m wondering about what i’m studying, not sure what the hell I want to do anymore.
big dreams, but not enough motivation.
and reality always kicks in.

i just want to be abroad right now. and go running.

I’m also getting really good at complaining. it’s gross.

a million ideas are dancing around in my head, and I don’t know what to do with them.

“I don’t even know what I was running for – I guess I just felt like it.” – J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye

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Northern VA native, currently living in Dallas, TX. I love my husband, my family, and eating my food with lots of dipping sauces. I started Pinkgingerale in 2009 as a way of sharing my thoughts, photos, and life with people around the world. Today I continue with a vision of inspiring people through my life journey, and belonging to a community of story-tellers.

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