via Random Indie Artistic Love Child.

a) Show off your honesty(and modesty) by thanking the person who gave you the award and link to their post. [check!]
b) List 10 honest things about yourself. Cheating makes you lame, so just play along, all you taggees.
c) Select 7 other bloggers you think deserve this award and pass it on to them.
d) Notify said bloggers about the award and invite them to be the honest ones next. Ooh, I’m sure they’d love that.
a) Random Indie Artistic Love Child, you have a million followers, and i love reading your posts, so i’m super flattered 🙂 THANK YOU!
1. I’m so afraid of vomit it’s ridiculous. I run.
2. I think smoking is cool. They always advertise to us that smoking is ANYTHING BUT COOL, but I can’t help but think otherwise. Plus, I like the caterpillar in Alice in Wonderland. I’ve never smoked anything but hookah, but when I see people smoking, I think it’s cool.
3. I imagine weird freak accidents on a daily basis. I can’t help it. I mean, I just think of all these horrible things that could happen and I cringe.
4. I’m obsessed with good hygiene. I told someone I wanted to join the Peace Corps one day and they said I was “too clean”. I’m kind of scared of germs, and I haven’t gotten over that even in my first year of dorming with communal bathrooms.
5. I don’t know that I’m very good with kids. I love kids, I want to have, like, 10. But when I’m around kids, I don’t know that I act the right way or whatever.
6. I get very passionate about things, and then, like a week later, it’ll be over. And I won’t finish something. I don’t like it. I’d rather stay passionate and motivated and actually finish something. I think I’m still just fishing for my interests.
7. There are times when I just want to take off my scarf and let my hair down. But I don’t.
8. I’m a terrible liar. Especially when I’m trying to joke. I don’t fool anyone. It’s good because I CAN’T STAND LIES. I would say I can’t stand liars, but liars can change.
9.  I feel like I talk about myself way too much, so I’m trying to change that.
10. My memory is awful. I take pictures and write in a journal so that I won’t forget things. But most of the things I write are stupid. If anyone read my journals, I would be completely mortified.

I love honesty.

Grey’s Anatomy

“Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is … everything.”

I don’t watch it, but I like that quote.

Umar asked me the other day how I always keep so calm. I honestly don’t know, I just don’t care enough about small things to fight with anyone. If anything, when something’s wrong I don’t get angry, I get sad or disappointed. I hate when I hear people fighting over stupid things, so I don’t do it.