uhh its been 397 years since i’ve written anything on this blog. lets change that.
its finally time for college! took us long enough! i cant believe we’re already ready to leave home. i dont feel old enough to be on my own. i feel like we’re too young to graduate! i remember earlier in the year when i found out i was leaving home for college, i was so scared and i really just wanted to stay home. its hard for me to adjust to change, i think. i’m the first kid to leave home and it’s really no surprise to anyone in my family because i’ve always been more willing to try new things, and more adventurous i guess. i was excited, but worried about not being home for a whole year. a good friend of mine convinced me that i should be happy to be leaving home and that i’m going to have so much fun! now im more excited than i’ve ever been! shopping at target has been a great experience 🙂 i recommend target to everyone.
leaving high school is incredibly sad. these were the best four years of my life, no doubt. and i met so many people that i feel like i could stay friends with forever. and i met people who although we may have drifted apart, i still feel that i can call them up whenever and everything will fall right back into place like we were best friends again. i feel like this summer was my last chance to hang out with all the kids i really got to know. but that didn’t exactly happen. the thing with me is that i hang out with a million different type of people so its hard to get everyone together because they have such different personalities. and i get really attached to people and i want to do everything i can to stay in touch with them. but i guess that doesnt always work out the way it should. its sad, really. maybe we can make it work.
time goes by too fast. i feel like summer just started. there are so many things i still want to do and so many people i need to see before i leave. i havent started my high school scrapbook. but i dont feel like i can because i suck at arts and crafts! i need a talent. everyone around me plays music, paints, sings, whatever. i need a talent.
did you really just read all of that? damn, you’re cool.